15st 4 girl no more!!

14st 1lb …lost 2lbs this week, bring on next wed weigh in at boots and being under 14st stone! it will happen! x

14st 3lbs ……199lbs

1 Meal a day and Shakes again now :)

Hey guys I feel great tonight! So my day of not eating has gone so well. I haven’t actually eaten anything today as i’ve only had liquids.

My day consisted of 4 sachets of 40 cal hot choc = 160cals

3 cups of soup - 132 cals 

chewing gum

and 3 beef oxo cubes …dont ask lol i couldn’t find bovril

so all together I feel really good :D

first day of no eating success!

x 

I start starving myself tomorrow, I have just been reading all the positive’s on this site http://www.blurtit.com/forandagainst/Starving_Yourself_Makes_You_Lose_Weight_Faster_Than_A_Healthy_Diet

and I am so exicted to start. I am not going to eat anything for 2 days except water, chewing gum and maybe the occassional coffee. Sorry I haven’t been writing I have been moving around so eating has been obese and far to regular. I am back to 15st 4 which I said I would never be again. Recently however I have met a guy, he loves eating which is a challenge but I love snuggling into him. It makes me feel great when we hold hands and he gives me attention however since I have put weight back on I feel old, frumpy and ugly. I can feel him seeing all the skinny pretty girls whenever we go out, I want to lose weight and make him drool over me. I don’t care him oggling other girls I just mind that they are all so skinny and I feel disgusting.

I know this is a lot of whinging so sorry, but it has given me inspiration to starve and get the body I have always wanted and the body I want now to make him want me more.

Starving starts tomo, wish me luck guys and I will post more soon

xxxx

Today I am feeling good, I missed my weigh in day yesterday so need to get on that! However this week has been good and I haven’t overeaten so hopefully the scales will be good.

I also started a new job that keeps me really busy so I don’t have to think about food :)

So excited to be at least a stone lighter at christmas

How is everyone else getting on? Let me know x

Ok so my fast didn’t go to plan the other day. I managed to get to 5:30 and then I broke and quite badly. I went straight to my mum’s cupboard and gorged and then last night I also had a night out so had quite a few fizzy calorific drinks. So right now I am on my way to Glasgow, I have decided that here is where it’s going to start. I am away from home so I don’t have anything to munch on, I don’t have my parents cooking meals for me and also I don’t have any money so I can’t and shouldn’t be buying food. I read on someone’s blog that they make a rule never to pay for food and they only carry enough money for their bus journey or whatever they are doing that day so as to not be tempted to buy food. I love that rule as I am always tempted to buy an odd snack. I don’t need it so why would I get it. Now I am away from Aberdeen I think I am going to adopt the ABC (Ana Boot Camp) it’s quite strict and I’m going to stick to it, I don’t need huge amounts of food to survive but I do need to be skinny to be happy, that’s me decided Boot Camp it is, anyone wanna join me? I am going to start tomorrow and start a new exercise regime as well, I am going to go for morning jogs as that is when I will have more energy and then I am going to skip in intervals as this will help me burn more calories. I am quite excited to feel skinny again, bones here I come!